The Bodyweight of Gold – Joseph Revealed | Moshe Silver
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Parashat Va-Yigash
Yesterday, on the stair, I fulfilled a guy who wasn’t there.
He was not there once more nowadays. Oh how I would like he’d go absent!
– William Hughes Mearns, Antigonish
In this week’s Torah portion (Genesis 44:18-47:27) Joseph goes from currently being The Male Who Wasn’t There, to staying The Man Who Is Pretty Much There. Considering the fact that their arrival in Egypt’s central marketplace and their unknowing initially experience with Joseph, his brothers have described him repeatedly with a single term – in Hebrew, Einenu, this means “he is not.” Starting with their very first protestation of innocence (42:13) the brothers say, “We are twelve brothers, the sons of a person gentleman in the land of Canaan. And behold, the youngest is currently with his father and then the a person, he is not.”
The moment all over again the Torah reveals as a result of seemingly simple narrative the obscure internal workings of the human psyche. Joseph in no way asks his brothers about their family members, however they quickly provide up details about their father, about their youngest brother Benjamin, and about their missing brother “who is not.” So confounded are they by their personal guilt that when Jacob later on berates them, asking why they gave up so a great deal data, the brothers reply, “The gentleman retained asking us about ourselves and our spouse and children – ‘Is your father however alive? Do you have a brother?’” This is not real, in accordance to the initial description of the come across. They cap this off with “… how could we have recognized he would say ‘Bring your brother here’?” How, indeed…? It’s nearly as although they engineered it.
Guilt is a highly effective drive. It drives so a lot that is both equally the extremely best, and the quite worst in human behavior. We note King David’s heartfelt “I know my transgressions my sin is in advance of me always” (Ps. 51:3), equally a cry of torment and a recognition that we have so a great deal to learn from our past – from our issues most of all. (And as has been reported, “Learn from the faults of other people. You are going to in no way live prolonged adequate to make them all you.”)
When Joseph accuses his brothers of coming to Egypt as spies, what is heading by means of their minds? And when they recount this to their father, what are they observing? Do they all of a sudden embody the young Joseph – whose father despatched him to spy on his personal brothers? The spy whom they practically murdered, but then threw down a pit? The text “Do you have a brother?” which are not spoken by Joseph, but which they vividly think about, and which resonate powerfully in all their minds – to whom do they refer? Mightn’t it be to Joseph himself? Like Lady Macbeth dreaming of blood on her hands, washing and wiping and wiping and washing and still it will not come absent – “Out, out, damned place!” the sleepwalker cries in her anguish – the brothers are desperate to erase Joseph from their memory. So considerably so, that he is the initially issue that pops unbidden into their mouths. The 1 Who is Not.
Joseph’s brother Reuben is in agony. “Didn’t I say, ‘Don’t sin against the boy?’ But you wouldn’t pay attention. And now his blood is becoming avenged!” Reuben – Jacob’s firstborn – is the only brother who doesn’t know what occurred to Joseph, and we now fully grasp Reuben’s agonizing supply to Jacob when the brothers try out to persuade him to ship Benjamin down to Egypt with them. “You could get rid of my two sons if I fail to convey Benjamin back again to you…” Reuben, who was absent at the second his brothers threw Joseph down the pit, thinks himself dependable for the death of Jacob’s son. And so he offers his father this dreadful eye for an eye. Only Judah is capable to action out from the shadow of guilt he was the one who certain his brothers not to murder Joseph. Now, with the food items provide down to existence-threatening stages, he on your own will make a reasoned plea: I will pledge my total obligation for your son – my brother. The Torah makes it simple that not anything can be preset, not almost everything can be confirmed. But Judah measures up and bears responsibility, and that is usually the most that can be questioned of anyone.
The brothers return to Egypt bringing Benjamin, as purchased. There they are caught in a lure and threatened with the pretty thing their father dreaded, the reduction of their youngest brother. Now, fulfilling his pledge, Judah approaches Joseph and relates their father’s hardship around the death of Joseph, and his deep attachment to Joseph’s brother, the sole surviving son of Jacob’s beloved Rachel – Rachel, who died providing beginning to Benjamin.
Lastly Joseph can restrain himself no extended. “I am Joseph,” he cries. “Is my father nevertheless alive?!” This verse retains the critical to the best transformation of Joseph into the fantastic determine he is – that he was destined to become.
With profound insight into the mother nature of each non secular greatness and political leadership, Rabbi Obadiah ben Jacob Sforno (Italy, 1475-1550) feedback on this verse that Joseph was not talking out of joy and aid, but that he was startled.
Judah will make a heart-wrenching plea to Joseph. Listen as he recounts Jacob’s words and phrases to him: “So if you consider this [son] away from me also, and if disaster should really befall him, then you will have introduced my grey head down in evil to the grave.”
Writes Rabbi Sforno, Joseph’s stunned reaction is, “I believed I was my father’s beloved!” Jacob is however alive? And it is not for grieving more than Joseph that Jacob would die, but for grieving more than Benjamin, Joseph’s young brother?!
This reaffirms the critical ongoing biblical topic of the younger brother supplanting the older. But for Joseph it is an awakening. It is, at past, Cain reacting not with rage, but with knowledge.
Envision ourselves in Joseph’s place. Would not we be furious to learn that we weren’t so significant following all? That when we disappeared, our father acquired above it? That our youthful brother had taken our place?
Listed here, at past, Joseph’s complete greatness emerges. This is Joseph, who acknowledged and overcame the human inclination to venality and corruption who took manage of Egypt’s foodstuff supply and applied it the two to maintain the country and to consolidate Pharaoh’s electricity. A fantastic political masterstroke, worthy of Napoleon in conception and execution. Now Joseph sees that, just as his staying introduced out of the dungeon, just as his becoming positioned in demand of the foods provide, just as his currently being made viceroy to Pharaoh – just as he was effective in all this specifically simply because he did not spot himself initial – so far too his greater future is not about him, but about his family members and the nation that will spring from them. To achieve his destiny, Joseph need to make himself into The One Who Is Not.
“It was not you who sent me here,” Joseph reassures his brothers, “but God.” Joseph sees his destiny obviously. Now he reads its indications in each event of his existence.
In Joseph’s spot, how lots of of us would want almost nothing a lot more than to return to our father’s embrace? To use when yet again the specific coat of The Most loved, and to go back again to remaining the spoiled youngster? It takes an huge exertion and tricky-received maturity to acknowledge that you can’t go house once more. The direction of lifestyle is forward. And if we do not go forward consciously, with perseverance to hold up, we will be swept together till the waves of truth wash more than us, wiping away any trace that we were being at any time here.
All those who achieve greatness in lifetime all share a single widespread top quality they see all of their daily life as of a piece. They do not say, “I was one particular individual then, but I am no lengthier that person.” They do not reject their past, but they establish on it.
Anything that transpires in Joseph’s existence works with each other in a broad mosaic, the items dropping in place a single by one particular right up until the distinct picture of his greatness emerges, of his future. And devoid of each individual personal tile – no make a difference how compact in dimensions, how boring in colour – Joseph’s destiny would not be complete. It is not these who dismiss the past who are condemned to repeat it somewhat, individuals who reject their possess record continue being its prisoners eternally. It is only when we learn to acknowledge who we are – and certainly, recollections can continue on to be unpleasant – only then can we go forward to our exclusive future.
It is not about me after all, Joseph acknowledges. This is much more than a reduction. It frees Joseph to accomplish his whole greatness. Life is not about Receiving Even it is about determining our Destiny and embracing it. Simply because if our ambition in daily life is very little additional than to return to our childhood, to wipe absent anything that occurred given that the last time we try to remember currently being pleased, then we reject that exceptional destiny that God has prepared for us. If we really want nothing at all much more than to return to infancy, then that – alas – will be our fate.
Yours for a much better world.
